Harvey just finished up at 2nd story. It was a great cast to work with, I'll miss it.

Right now I'm in rehearsals for Crossing Delancy @ the Newport Playhouse. That will open oct 1.

Just before that will be the Manton Ave. Project show, which will be a blast!

Ghost tours in Providence are getting underway again, so if you havent been, you should totally come on one. If youve already been, we have a new route this year, so come again.

I'm still practicing hard on my fiddle. I have a 3 song repetoire, which I think is not too shabby for someone who has been playing for about 4 months.

Stuff with my therapist is going well. We're working on lots of stuff. Its really more about thought and behavior recognition and modification rather than "oh so how do you feel and where do you think those feelings come from" ...though i guess we do some of that too, but i really like the active elements.

I'm going to be auditioning for URTAS this year if all goes well. I am ALREADY terrified about this.

Saturday is Jills wedding. Holy cow! Also, this will be the first wedding i've ever been to, so thats exciting.

I'm sure there's a lot more, but I cant think of it right now.

so I did the outpatient thing. it was pretty wonderful. incredibly difficult but really worthwhile. I'm seeing someone weekly now, which is an incredible drain on the finances, but necessary. i really feel like i am solidly digging myself out of the basement now.

In the process of all that crumminess I put back on almost half of the weight i lost. 37ish pounds out of the 75-80. It was really distressing too, but everthing was sort of in free fall. Now, I'm working hard on putting my life together, yet again, and my better outlook and all has spilled into that segment of my life too. Ive lost 8 pounds again. My love of food is inversely proportional to my love of myself?

Doing yoga again, which i suppose is my "new" august skill. Its not really new per say, but I had stopped for well over a year so i think it counts.

I'm cast in shows through nov22. I think this may be the first time i have 2 scripts to memorize at the same time. my busy-ness is directly proportional to how good i feel about myself? anyway, come see harvey opening the 12th at 2nd story or if you really want to make a big night out, ill be in crossing delancy and the dessert cabaret at the newport playhouse in oct.

Havent had time for a fiddle lesson in almost a month, but still practice nearly every day. Am not that good. Like it a ton anyways.

I do not know if I can express to you how crazy my family is.  Maybe I should start cataloging the new insanity every day so i can later compile a book.  Seriously, Telemundo should be taking notes.

Can I forward my therapy bills to an estate?

truth be told this is a really shitty fucking week.

maybe its just this horrible cold speaking through me, but i need something interactively-creative in my life. now.

Anyone up for something?

Lets assume fake identities and write letters to each other with them, which we hide in ziploc bags in beautiful places. then we'll give each other mysterious directions to find it.

Lets tell each other a story through photographs left under each others windshield wipers.

Lets meet at my house and paint the wallpaper with acrylics or write a book a chapter a piece or drink tea while wearing a fez and donning bad russian accents or form an 5 piece 3 man band that sings only in haiku.

cmon cmon something. anything.

ive got to shake.

I want to be a part of a folk and bluegrass inspired band.

no seriously.  SERIOUSLY.



also, my show is starting and come and see it i mean it.


(also, I am having a quarter life crisis. or, third of a life more like. either way, I'm having it. I am so scared of my 27th bday i could vomit.  but that is a rant for another day.)


Also, i need to meet new people and make new friends. not get rid of the old, but bring in some new. you know, mix it up a bit. any ideas how to actually meet friends anymore?

Dave Knudson hit me in the face with a giant ball and then spilled his whiskey on my head.

<3

My dog is running for VP with the Dog Party.
I think he'd be damn good.



bones for everyone? even the hippies?! oh max.

I'll vote. I always vote.

But I wont vote for a president.
And you cant make me.



nyah nyah.

them apples wont stay in that tree forever.
damn.
seriously, anyone want to go apple picking? or better to the pumpkin drop? or best to both?

to dang busy for my own good. gots myself 4 jobs at the moment. AM STILL POOR WTF.

addicted to the show true blood. its a twilight series rip off, so of freaking course.

had dream about falling down stairs. that portends nothing good. nothing but shitty sleep and lots of nightmares for weeks and weeks.

the bad thing about ties is you cant pretend they dont exist to retreat into your shell for a while to remember what life is about.

I'm living ankle deep in laundry. kerosene and matches look better and better.

I have a bit of free time thursday the 16th during the day (i think) anyone want to get together? maybe hot cocoa and board games?

good god i need a vacation. New Years. Maybe.